I finally quit my job. I am unemployed amd will be broke in a month or two if I dont fond something part time. I applied to grad school, even though I have no way to pay for it if I get in. Ryan asked me to marry him.

Now that my life is going (hopefully) to mirror what is was like in college, everything will. Ill get a part time job, make friends, get back in shape, and feel good about myself again.

I heard from one od his relatives that one of their doctors said you are supposed to weigh what you did at 18. True or not, I would kill to be in the 90's again. That seems acheivable by May 2013. It will be, I would hope way before thrn.