Could you feel when I snuck in, starting slowly a battle I could never win?

Why is this still so hard? Isn't it just supposed to be getting easier? Maybe it's just me... =(

I've applied for another five jobs so far this week. Two career jobs, and three at the mall. I'm broke and I've already pretty much given into the fact that I'm gonna be filling out paper work to defer student loan repayments June 1st, but I just need something to do. My sister's drum instructor told me about at job in Reading that he promised he'll get me more information about.

I totally went birthday shopping for Satan last night (<---NEED A JOB!). She's gonna be 11 (is that old for a cat??) and I managed to spend $1.98 on her. I also promised that as soon as I get a job and can afford it, I'll take her to the vet's. I'm pretty sure she's hoping I stayed unemployed for a really, really long time.


I want the weekend and for my bestest to be free so we can do nothing and love it.