He's getting married. He's marrying her because I'm not ready. He's "settling for 2nd best" so he can "move on" with his life. Ryan has said I told you so. That really doesn't help. I'm totally taking this way harder than I should be if I love Ry. But its just fucking stupid. The entire thing is fucking stupid. He's looking at apartments this weekend, but told me Monday that he isn't even sure if he wants to move because he won't be able to see me as often.

I got a hair cut for free because we got gift cards at work as some sort of promotion or something.

Ryan. Ryan. Ryan. Ryan.