I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said, "Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone"


I wish I didn't know you as well as I do. I wish I didn't know for a fact that every time something bad happens to you, you just check out for weeks. I wish I didn't know that if I tell you I care and that I'm here if you need anything, that it'll just make it easier for you to check out because when you feel helpless you don't want help. Hanging out last night was awesome. This friends thing was working, we talk for real now and actually have fun even if we do nothing. It really felt like being us again, it's been months since you've checked out on me but I know that after talking to you today, you're going to. I told you I care and that ended the conversation and I don't expect to hear from you for weeks. And that sucks, because you're kinda all I have left in this shitty town anymore. So I just wish for once you'd not check out and let me really prove that this friends thing will work (and fucking seriously, me caring shouldn't be a surprise, we did date off and on for four and a half years).