Monday, March 2, 2009

If you dislike each other this much and don't trust each other, maybe, just maybe, you shouldn't be together. What is the point of being married to someone you no longer trust?

I cannot do this anymore, I cannot be here anymore. I can't.
I can't stand listening to them fight with each other.
I can't stand living in a house where no one talks to each, ever.
I can't stand being somewhere where everyone is constantly looking for a reason to leave.

I don't sleep.
I don't eat.
I am exhausted.
I'm losing weight.
I started running again because for half the distance, I'm running away.

No one cares.
I have one parent who's all but an alcoholic.
I have one parent who is seriously depressed and openly talks about suicide.
Neither of them care. They aren't even bothering to pretend anymore.

Epic ending? Epic fail.

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